1
The city
has a name
which has forgotten me.
There, two men live, each
hoping to fill the missing part
of the other. They tend to dream
the
same hyacinth dream.
There is an asylum on a hill
in the city which guards it.
I almost remember the story—
a man runs mad
to
the corner of two streets
shaded by pines.
Once there and not there,
all at once, he climbs a light pole
and makes a nest,
perched,
now flipping pages
of an old paperback.
After an hour a patrol stops
and calls to him. Birds worth naming
fly V then broken
V
like white ribbons.
They said he’s done this before.
2
There is an absence in the heart—
rotini boils in a pot
without water. Dinner will eat
itself under the supper table.
There
is no grace.
Afterwards, our husband and wife
wash dishes that were left for weeks
by someone neither has ever seen.
It
is like that here—
dumb and blind with snow.
The night never expects night to end,
like winter dragging itself
into late
May fields. In the plaza,
two men sit at a table and drink dark beer.
From another town
music pours over the far hills in horizons.
3
There is a vault
under the asylum
saving the remnants of the city.
Mice roam like gods under a dark
cracked sky devouring anything—
the
rookie Mickey Mantle, an incisor
tucked in a little pocket inside a little pillow—
Anything worth anything but still remaining—
a love note written from the sane
to the insane, neither one knowing
what damages the other most,
a pocket magnifying
scope, half-filled
tax returns, photographs of a father
standing short and proud by a cornfield.
There are things no one wants
to dig up.
Trust me. I’m not telling you
the mice are as big as cats.
4
The
city is full. It is late August
and the streets will disappear like romance,
everything but the clouds heading south
for the cold.
If we could stop them,
we would. Hill pines surrounding
the asylum are winded and ready
to topple with a touch.
A man and woman
walk hand in hand
through bad light,
home. He looks for love
like keys in his pocket. We have all loved
poorly. Along the street the
bars
and their neon signs glow open,
the night now drunk with darkness.
The streets have names no one
here can pronounce. Some
words
mean other things, some,
just what they are.
Published by Rain Farm Press and its literary journal Paradigm.
Copyright © 2007.